blabbers on money

yes you read that.
I'm gonna blabber2 like there's no tomorrow about money for this post.
huaaaaaaaaaa sound so emotional lah kan?period ka?pfftt

Money money money oh money.
I'm a no employee nor anybody's breadwinner yet I sound like I'm earning some money for someone else kan?
haha.sah!memang emo tak bertempat aku ni.

But whether I'm yet to earn or not,I think life is fair enough to let me face this prob which I'm sure everyone else does too,especially to those who's having a family to take care of or to those who live in poverty (May Allah ease your burden and grant you strength to face the hardship).

Although I'm still studying and all I have to think of is to get good grades and in financial matters, I just have to focus on myself, but reality bites hokay!Ok, let's focus this blabber(errkk) on money.Let's see what (usually) a student in university or college does when money is in their hand,dayyum

1.Settle the tuition&hostel fees-excluding those whom are sponsored by their parents
2.Buy books and stationaries
3.Buy their own meals
4.Reload for prepaid!-excluding those who subscribe to any data plan,and usually this monthly bill is sponsored by parents too!
5.Shopping,hang out,movies blablabla

Ok this is the general expenditure that a University/College student has,although each point varies to certain degrees,according to their own pocket money and other factors like the cost living of the place they live in.

But however good your financial planning is, sometimes it puts your life on the brink,doesn't it?I had been in that situation, but err am not sure for how many times,haha.All I could say is it's pretty hard and unhappy.Moreover when you live in a city!woah the temptation is just so irresistable  for you to have fun whenever weekend arrives, and not to mention if you've had a hard time battling with the tough, stressful lectures and assignments-.-

So I think of all points, number 5 seems to give us headache the most,isn't it?haha.irony betul.Number 5 is supposed to let you loose yourself from the hustle and bustle of your daily life as a student, but the reality is ,sometimes it is not!haha *cryyyy*

Because more often than not, we have to admit that the prob that always comes our way when we want to berjoli is money,kan?

It hurts to know that that you have to control your nafsu when it's at its peak(erkk ayat kau) because of money.Moreover if you come from a family yang tak berapa senang or family that leads a moderate life.

As in my situation(so here's the real story lah sebenarnya hikhok), number 5 tu lah yang menyedeihkan ohohohoh :(

I'm planning to buy a digital camera, and the budget must not be(yeah, i've decided this affirmatively)  RM800.At the same time, I'm planning to buy an external hard disk.

For the digi cam, I personally think it is quite important,coz in my family, no oe owns a camera T_T.okla2 my eldest sis owns one, but that's hers, and for god's sake she has her own family now that she doesn't live with us.So takkan nak menyibuk kamera orang kot....

Plus, i love taking pictures.And, if i were to do that with my handphone, oh boy I just own a blackberry 9300,with only 2mp camera and no flash, to add up.Pathetic yessss I know that

As for the external hard disk, I think I need it too,for the sake of my laptop's longevity.It's only a netbook and I can't simply store everything from pictures(loads of them) and movies coz that would affect the performance of my netbook ; slow , easily hung :((

So to put it simply i need these two which will cost me roughly RM1000

So let's take a look at the money in hand emm

rm 50000-rm1165 of tuition and hostel fees= RM 3800++

So that would be the balance.

I know it suffices.And the budget I've provided to buy those gadgets is just I know (personally) rationale enough.

But the problem is I'm quite reluctant.huaaaaaaaa.

conclusion : It's a mixed feelings of spending on things that not only you've ever wanted but needed!dayyum.

kbye.enough babbling.