Of life's most difficult test (as of now)

As a mere creation to Allah S.W.T the greatest, we are bound by all life's circumstances-the good and the bad..and more often than not,it is how we respond to the bad life's events that define our true strength and weaknesses, than to the good ones.It is kind of funny to think sometimes that it actually takes a lot of difficulties to go thru and swallow in finding ourselves and put our life or worldview into perspective..But that has always been Allah's promise in the Quran  to those who believe-do thou not think that you believe and shall not be tested? (rephrased)

The cycle of a human's life is so predictable where at one moment where you are on top and already passed that difficult test/ life's greatest hurdles,you are not necessarily gonna remember how you actually made it.Even if you did remember,the moment your life hits rock bottom again, you seem to be clueless all over again as to how picking yourself up..that seems so familiar right? I guess that's Our Lord's greatest power which is perfectly put in the aforesaid verse..

I just went thru devastating moments in my life.Well, tbh I had one or two previously, but they are for different reasons and things,so this time around,the devastating moments make me feel as overwhelmed as I did previously.In the following para,I shall write those devastating moments/events in sub-topics for ease of reading 

1.the current jobs

Chambering life,as in my previous post,does not turn out to be as what I'm expecting-